I have had many feelings similar to the original poster.
I wish that the Gophers would go on a run, but if they go 2 and 3, for example, the question about if this HC is the right one becomes relevant again.
I feel good when the Gophers win, but I don't feel like I did anything to win the game. When the Gophers lose,
I feel like somehow I contributed to the loss. Anybody else feel that way?