It's sad that so many of us have to think this way. I was freaking nervous with 16 seconds left and us kicking off with a 4-point lead. That's sad. But maybe it just makes these wins that much better!
I don't want to be that doubting fan anymore. Hopefully the game you mention and several similar with Purdue are a thing of the past along with loses to teams with a directional in their name. Or an "E" or "I". What the heck, may as well ask for everything.